I can’t give up on the home stretch. I neglected my gratitude list on Monday and even last night. What’s wrong with me? Gone. Completely clean out of my head. Let me try to make up for it.
1. Pret. I went to buy a salad and a pot of fruit. At the counter I took my headphones off, smiled and said good morning. It wasn’t their fault my flight was delayed. Don’t ask me why but the guy gave me everything free of charge. He said they have a daily budget to use as they please. I was stunned with gratitude.
2. The adaptation of My Brilliant Friend by Elena Ferrante. Oh it looks so good.
3. City Airport. Twenty five minutes door to door is quite amazing. I don’t want to fly from any other airport.
4. Technology. I’m thousands of miles away from home with phone and laptop perfectly functioning it’s like I’m around the corner so to speak.
5. Family that will never turn you down and that will always have your back.
6. Marriage. I have two friends who are going through the wars. I know in my bones they love each other very much and I hope they’ll pull through. God knows, marriage is hard but nothing easy was ever worth sticking with.
7. Renting a car. I breezed out of the airport and got my car so swiftly it made me want to hug them but that would have been inappropriate.
8. Compassion. A really sad episode of my life is hopefully coming to an end today. I should be angry with my sister but I only feel sorry for her and for the hell of bitterness and resentment she must be living with inside her head. I hope she’ll find peace.
9. The bean-growing business is proceeding. I’m excited and curious.
10. Timballo di riso with leftover risotto alla milanese. My stepmum made it and we hoovered it up.